Well after some rest I am feeling a little bit better. What I wrote earlier was not rambling. Nope its just something that has been inside me for quite a while. Its just been waiting to be said. I have been trying to figure out so many things. Up until a few months ago I was a perfectly normal person. Just trying to figure out my place in the world. The thing is I have hit this huge wall and I am not even sure how to go over it. My writing has been the best way for me to express myself. Well I will be back a little later.