There are days I just want to cry. I cry because of my innocence lost in one day.  I cry for the little boy looking for his mommy.  I cry for the family that thought they lost a relative.  There are days I feel like Alice from Alice in Wonderland.  Hmm it just happen to be one of the movies my son liked to watch.  Right now I am at the end where she is trying to escape.  My nightmares are so real that I have to remind myself to wake up.  It’s a good thing I have my family to catch me when I emotionally fall.