There are days I just want to cry. I cry because of my innocence lost in one day. I cry for the little boy looking for his mommy. I cry for the family that thought they lost a relative. There are days I feel like Alice from Alice in Wonderland. Hmm it just happen to be one of the movies my son liked to watch. Right now I am at the end where she is trying to escape. My nightmares are so real that I have to remind myself to wake up. It’s a good thing I have my family to catch me when I emotionally fall.