With the net down I have had to find ways to amuse myself. I decided to listen to my original purchased music list. It has renewed my heart. Plus a great soundtrack to my game playing. I even made my Gloria Gaynor I will Survive my go to when the level gets tough.
The main thing I had to remind myself was to not give up. For example Candy Crush level 23 was a hard level. I finally completed today. I kept trying but those jellies would not break. I did all kinds of mental tricks trying to find a way. Now I am 3 levels ahead and letting my mind cool down.
A final note is I started Blossom Blast over. I figured when CC needed to refill lives I have a back up and vice versa. I am up to level 20 so my competive juices are flowing. I am finding that both games are great for my memory and coordination. My goal is to install more memory, word, and entertaining games. So that is my post for the week.
After a good night sleep I am making a freshly written entry. I have my iTunes on so I can have some music to inspire and motivate me this morning. I woke up feeling refreshed and looking forward to the day. I also was excited that I get to see my son via video chat. I realized today how much I am so thankful for him. When I was in my 20s I was diagnosed with Anorexia. It wasn’t the regular kind… See when I get stressed out or too busy I tend to not eat. Yep I plain forgot to eat because my mind was so preoccupied with my daily life. I was weighing 99 lbs at that time. It was also before I met my son’s father.
I had a fun time seeing my son today. He looked so grown up for a 3-year-old. He showed me his light saber, airplane, a book, and boat. He was rushing back and forth trying to show me his different toys. I could tell from his outfit that he had been to Sunday service. I am just so proud of him. He started daycare this past week. I am just glad he is doing well. No matter how much I miss him…I just want what is best for him. Even if it means being away from “Molly”. That is what he calls me.